Friday, February 5, 2010
生活、身边的人、甚至是我，都在骗人。
骗别人。
骗我。
骗自己。
小时候的约定都是骗人的。《绿光森林》的苏菲拥有了童年时的王子和骑士-我却失去了他们。
王子和穷人家的姑娘怎么可能会找到幸福呢？王子会和灰姑娘在一起，是因为灰姑娘漂亮、善良，而且曾经是有钱人家的女儿。像卖火柴的小女孩一样的最后都没有童话美好的结局。
身份不同就是一个问题。
长相的差别。
家庭背景的距离。
人气的不同。
起初的我，怎么没有看出他呢？相信、并且渴望当童话里的公主的我是笨蛋、猪头、没用的人。
你能在一夜之间翻脸不认人，我也可以。失去了心、希望、对完美结局的纯真，我不能连自尊心也失去。
可是为什么，还是那么的在乎？还是会去打听你第XXX的她，究竟又是谁？
把超级无敌没用的奖颁给我吧。
卖火柴的小女孩就不要再固执地站在冰冷的雪中了。这一辈子，不会有完美的结局了。
我应该讨厌看连续剧的Happy Ending。
但我偏偏喜欢看，因为世上没有这样美好的事情。
我讨厌悲剧，因为它们提醒我，幸福不属于我。
Thursday, June 11, 2009
虽然我名字有个“静”字，但我天生爱说话，不说的话简直要我的命。除非我在发呆，生某个人的气，或周围的人都是比较陌生的，要不然基本上我是能够一直和对方聊几个小时不休息。
以前不只是我，还有我弟弟也经常和我一起胡闹。记得小时候的我们，会经常聊到夜深，直到老爸进来骂人。可自从他从露营回来的那一天，我们再也没有想以前那样那么要好。去年，他参加了露营，里头都是那些比他大几岁的年轻人。也许一向有点平凡的弟弟也想要和他们一样的“酷”吧。不知怎么的，他虽然几天后回到家，但回来的却不是我弟弟。
这一年来他要不断地闯祸，真是气死人了！现在老爸老妈问他东西他都不应... 他以为自己是谁阿？
最气的是他今天明明自己玩游戏技术比我差，还敢说我一直讲话，害他输了！！！ >< 他自己不理父母就算了，干吗来找我的麻烦？我就是想要继续说，嘴巴是我的，我为何不能让它讲呢？
小时候曾经和他约好长大后要买一件大大的房子住在一起，看现在就算他一个人付钱买一个大城堡我也不愿搬进去。没听过“说话的自由”吗？他妈的，有问题啊？他倒是不是我的弟弟？
Friday, May 8, 2009
Have been really busy these few weeks, but I finally have time to update my blog. I wanted to share somme of the things that I learnt at the leadership symposium held at Nanyang Girls' High MANY weeks ago.
Basically, leaders from different schools came together to share their experiences when they did their Community Service Projects (CIP).
1. Charity begans at home.
-> One should start by understanding his or her own home community before moving on to other communities. 我们应该先管好家，才能有办法治理好国家。同样的，我们也应该先从小的范围先开始，适应一下以及了解一些自己需要做什么。
-> Also, especially for people who have just started, their passion and roots might not be strong. If they are immediately planted on foreign ground, they may come to lose their intial vision in the new envrionment because they have never done it before.
2. It is also good for people to grab the chance to work in another community.
-> This is because when one is removed from his or her comfort zone, he or she is forced to adapt quickly i.e. survive or die.
-> Allows one to understand that not everything goes according to plan - unpredicted problems do arise.
-> Therefore it is important for a leader to think on his feel and keep his team together in an environment foreign to him and his team.
-> In an international commnity, a leader must have confidence in his abilities and qualities so that all these will really shine in that foreign area.
3. Help others in their own environment.
-> Bringing your own technology there to help them is only a temporary solution, because what you give them will run out in time. When that happens, everything reverts back to the original state and we are back to square one.
4. 5Cs that a leader must have:
Character, Confidence, Connection, Competence, Contribution
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
The lesson today was about thanking the person most important to us RIGHT NOW, because we need to let them know our gratitude towards them.
Silent gratitude isn't much use to anyone. ~G.B. SternYou probably might not even have the chance to say those two words... Who knows what might happen the next week, next day, next hour, next minute?
With that, I started writing out small thank-you cards.
First to my mom, dad and brother, followed my my desk partner, my good friend and my section mates.
Gratitude is the memory of the heart. ~Jean Baptiste Massieu, translated from French
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Keeping a blog alive is just like keeping a pet alive I guess. I simply did not have the time to keep my blog updated. If my blog was a pet, it probably died 1 month later, which was December 2008... Haha so I shall try my very best to restart my level from 0 and try to update by blog consistently... :)
